Saturday, April 28, 2007
i've got a best friend called sasa! or rather she prefers to be known as rissa rissa! and together it sounds like sarissa (that came from my sister). and my best friend says that it sounds like some malay name (no, she wasn't being racist).
i know i'm retarded/childish/lame or whatever.
i ate A LOT at sakae sushi. oh my. i've going to gain
another kg. :/
but i'm a happy girl now. cause i feel so satisfied after eating so much. (:
that's what i do when i'm sad/angry/high or name an emotion that you want.
i'm not going to think about what's happening. i'm going to be HAPPY. that's my new goal.
yay.alright. chemistry time.
au revoir!
my best friend is a funny girl.and i love her a hell lot.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:40 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
i know everyone is doing dedications to the videoworld clique. but i'll do it after the exams alright? (:
somehow i keep dwelling on all that has happened. it just can't seem to leave my head. oh well.
isn't it amazing how things can change so much in just one week's time. it was just last week when we were all happy. and together. all 13 of us.
no matter what. i'll miss you.
for always, in a way or another, chasing my tears away.
we've loved you and we still do. hopefully you did loved us once too.
we love you and that's why we've been hoping you'll come back.
we'll all miss you.
ANYWAY clarisa is going to be on holiday in june from don't-know-when to don't-know-when. and i'm leaving on 8th of june. GREAT. guess i won't be going for the sleepover. SAD.
but i'll be grateful if there's really the 14th of may. OH NO. i think i have piano.
au revoir!
i can't wait for june when i can be in canada and escape from all this.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:17 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN YIXIU!
thanks for being such a retarded woman entertaining me everyday in school. i'm such you hated sitting behind me. (: but you've been a great friend! haha. it's easy telling you stuff and i've to refrain from telling you too much. :/ (oh yes. thanks for your file/pillow. HAH.)
i finally get to see the videoworld clique today. yay. except for the sec ones. ):
know what. videoworld seems so foreign now. and the last gathering at videoworld seemed to have ended long time ago. even looking at the bee-bee snack now makes me sad.
OH OH. dorisa likes holding my hand. OPPS.
i think i'm the one grabbing onto her hand.oh well. i shall not go on. and i've to get started on chem. yes. i haven't started.
au revoir.
i don't want to lose you people.we'll never be the same again.but can we ever go back to how we used to be?13 is what makes us complete.please tell me that she did not said that.we still love you.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:31 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
everything is going the
wrong way.
we shall stay calm alright? and everything will come our way.
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there's a string meeting tomorrow. so i'll see my darlings. yay. videoworld clique. my obsession haven't wear off yet. and it never will!
we're supposed to have a videoworld clique lunch. but a lot of us can't make. ):
isn't it sweet when people come and tell you that your syf note is sweet. i guess the amount of sleep i've lost cause i stayed up to 3am is worth it. (:
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videoworld clique darlings!let me refresh your memories on the crazy thing that we did (also known as mass sms-es).
(i shall just type the content out. you all will know who it was sent to!)
'Clarisa's house is so boring.'
'We miss you!'
'We hope you are having fun.'
'How's your fish?'
'Are you cold?'
'I love string!'
'Hey deedee!'
and i like this one the best.
'We hope we have entertained you. Love, VIDEOWORLD CLIQUE. Tell the rest!'
everytime i read these sms-es, i just can't stop giggling to myself.
sigh. the happy memories.
i miss you people. ):
au revoir.
we will survive through.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:50 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
this cannot be happening.
this cannot be happening.why are people doing things without using their brains?
why do people change so much in just a few weeks time?
this is
scary. okay. i think that's an inappropriate word.
but when i finally became happy again, this happens.
i will die.
i will really die.
au revoir.
noooo. i'm really going to cry.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:46 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i've just realised, that happiness cannot be found by grabbing onto the wonderful past that you had. it can only be found when you treasure what you have at the present. i'm feeling inspired. (:
so yes. i'm back again. cause i feel the desperate need to blog. :/
i was just wondering (yes, i have not been studying.
great.), what kind of people i would meet when i go back to canada. i'll definitely not find cliques like the videoworld clique and the primary school clique. i'll not find someone like my bestest bestest friend. i'll not find the 4/5 cum 4/6 people who do retarded stuff every single day. all these people who always bring a smile to my face. (:
alright. i think i'm going to start emo-ing again.
au revoir!
my current love (obsession) is the videoworld clique.*people, don't get jealous. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:50 AM
i think i sprained my wrist slightly. must be the fall during skating yesterday. now i can't practice piano. and mep practical is two weeks away. damn.
i'm still in a holiday mood. i still refuse to start studying now. that's why i'm here. i have no idea what's wrong with my brains.
au revoir.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:41 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
blogger just refuses to let me publish my complete post. why must it keep bullying me! my sister says that the post is too long. (yeah right) but anyway this goes to show how much i can type about the videoworld clique.
SO before you read this post, read the bottom one first! (:
continued -i woke up and started emo-ing. but edna chased my tears away during dinner by, yes, clearing all my leftovers. rebecca chased my tears away by dancing on the road. clarisa chased my tears away by telling us her hilarious family stories. lynnette and sonia tried cheering me up.
don't you see why i love the videoworld clique so much? somehow they want to see me happy and screamy again. except edna i guess. HAHA.
i love you people.
lynnette, sonia, kailing, edna, clarisa, rebecca, emmerlyn, felicia, dorisa, chelsea, nisha, jasmine.au revoir!
DORISA. my name is spelt V-I-C-K-
I.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:40 AM
i'm currently suffering from string withdrawal symptoms.
yesterday - it was syf day. well, there's nothing much to say about it. just that the giving out of gifts and notes was pretty fun. the notes brought a smile to my face. (:
after syf, we went to clarisa's house. which is also my
heaven. i love clarisa's attic. and her bed.
okay. so we reached there after a
long walk from the school. rested. (including crashing her attic) then we went for lunch at dunman food centre. after lunch we went back. crashed clarisa's attic again.
after which we decided to do something silly. we started disturbing people. we were all sending the same message at the same time. it was silly but fun. and it's all these things we do that make us special. (:
then i slept on clarisa's bed! sonia slept too. we shared a blanket. (jasmine! are you jealous?) anyway sonia woke up earlier than me and left me alone there. i woke up at 6 plus and started stoning. then i went down and waited for them to finish their movie. then we went out for dinner. kfc at kallang.
dinner was fun! edna cleared all my leftovers. which left me staring at her in shock. she nearly went for ice cream after dinner. gosh. rebecca went dancing on the road while we went waiting for the bus. GOSH. but nevertheless, i love them! (:
went back to clarisa's house after dinner. crashed her attic one last time. drew on her window. and then lynnette's mom and dad came. they gave me a lift home. and lynnette's daddy's car is freaky. :/
i knew i shouldn't have slept. i wanted to wake up earlier but i refused to. maybe i was scared of saying goodbye to the juniors. maybe i thought i would start bawling. now i'm regretting that i didn't wake up. oh yes. luckily edna threw a pillow on my head. cause i cried teared myself to sleep.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:37 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
it started with a lot of messages from 12 midnight to 7 plus in the morning. then i was surprised when lynnette and kailing came into my class. they gave me teddy bears on sticks and a packet of SUPER gay tissues (i wanted to cry). then jana gave me a sweet. for absolutely no reason. she happened to see the sweet, you see. before assembly started, ruo yu and shilbe came up and gave me a HUGE jar of m&m's that are nicely arranged according to colours (so sweet). i can't bear to eat it! and there was also a note cut up into jigsaw pieces.
before emath, i was presented with a box filled with notes from all sorts of people (i was touched). then i was given a personalised pizza with my name on it (it looks inedible). nat, meng mei, jialing and yixiu got me a pencil case from rusty (pretty). then charmaine gave me necklace and a pair of earrings.
during recess, i was greeted by rebecca, clarisa and edna with a 'happy birthday, vicki'.
after school, i spotted emmerlyn outside my class with lynnette and sonia. she gave me a box of ferrero rocher (i really wanted to cry). so sweet. whenever i see emmerlyn, i would feel like crying. OPPS. :/
the two niners borrowed me during lunch. haha. we had cake! it was very chocolatey! i was about to cry when they started singing the birthday song. then oli chased my tears away.
when i went up for mep, lynnette gave me a handmade card from the videoworld clique (it made my day even better). it was so sweet and nice. especially the barcode! 'videoworld clique 07'
so that was about it. all the gifts and cards i've received.
i thought my birthday was going to turn out horrible. i thought my birthday was going to be emotional. but it turned out GREAT.
i thank you all for making my last birthday in singapore the best i've ever had. i thank god for giving these friends and juniors. (:
i love you people (too many to be named)!
au revoir!
i was totally speechless. i was just smiling from ear to ear.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:27 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
i still broke down in the end.
i thought i could be strong and wait till i get home. but i broke down when i was about to go home. SAD. and i affected the others around us.
so yes. today is the last day of string practice. and last day of videoworld gathering. i can't imagine what it'll be like when i get to go home straight everyday.
i stayed at videoworld till about 8pm today. there were only 6 of us left today. we had a group hug at the bus stop. me, lynnette, rebecca, edna, clarissa and emmerlyn. emmerlyn is just SO adorable. and we were making her emo. :/ oh yes. we cried at the bus stop. it was ALL my fault.
anyway everybody should cheer up! i should be the saddest! at least i'm the one leaving for canada. HAHA. but all i want to say is that
i love the videoworld clique.well, tomorrow is the day. the last birthday in singapore. well, i want a birthday song from the videoworld clique. but too bad. we don't have string tomorrow.
alright. my eyes feel very swollen.
au revoir!
i miss you claaar! starbucks soon alright?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:40 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
i can't believe i'm celebrating my birthday at home with pizza delivery.
i slept my way through from 6 to 8pm. and when my mom kept trying to wake me up, so that we can go to a restaurant, i refused to. so in the end, they've decided to get pizza. oh how fun. ain't i sensible? helping my parents save money.
not.i nearly broke down in front of my parents when i came home from speech day. luckily i managed to escape into my room. it's not exactly that fun to keep breaking down in front of your parents you know.
i really can't be bothered with everything anymore. i don't even want to study. in fact, i haven't started.
oh great. i better not get any B4s for mid-years. cause if i'm made to drop a subject, i don't know what i'll do to myself.
i don't want a birthday cake. i don't want a birthday cake. i don't want a birthday cake.
i'm having a phobia of birthday cakes now.
au revoir.
i need somewhere to escape to.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:02 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
today is the last friday string practicse for the sec 4s. and so we had a huge gathering at videoworld. oh yay.
i can't seemed to be happy anywhere anymore. in class, there is awkwardness. in string, there is the feeling of disappointment. well, i guess at least i can be a little high at videoworld, especially with clarissa telling us FUNNY stuff. but that won't last.
i was REALLY high before string practice today. i guess this is how i make myself happy. i went around telling people i miss them. or was it i love them? i think it's both. and i bet the whole string got irritated with me. cause i was just giggling and giggling away, loudly.
today's gathering at videoworld was hilarious. we just sat there laughing and screaming at stuff that clarissa told us. but when most of the crowd were gone, i felt sad again. and i stayed till 7.30pm today. so, when mom called, she literally screamed at me. but still, i had fun. i'm so going to miss the videoworld clique. ):
daddy asked me to decide on which restaurant i want to go for my birthday celebration. but i've given up on the search. though it's just flipping through the book. anyway i don't have the mood to go celebrate my birthday. so i can't really be bothered. and furthermore, i won't waste so much money on my birthday again. for the first time, i'm helping my parents save money.
i don't feel like getting a cake too. i don't feel like blowing candles.
i guess this is depression.
au revoir.
will you always be there when i need you?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:01 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
am i going to lose them one by one?
i really don't know what to do. and i don't know how to make things right.
will history repeat itself again?
will time really heal everything?
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:10 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
thinking back, it really is a
long day today.
hopefully things will turn out right and everything will go back to normal. trust me oli. all will be fine. (:
i managed to do quite a bit of homework during string practice. oh yay. until we were made to practice on our own and i keep going out of tune. :/
then i stayed at videoworld until 8pm. i was nearly slaughtered when i reached home. anyway i was mentally unstable. rebecca and edna saw the way i reacted when we were watching america's funniest home video. i just couldn't control myself.
anyway i'm going to miss string. it's so funny that this is coming out from me. but yes yes. i'm going to miss all the retarded things we do during string. especially my signature move. hah. i'm going to miss my fellow stringers. :/ AND the
juniors.(don't ask me why i highlight the 'juniors'. lynnette will know!) oh yes. and the videoworld clique! ETC.
i shall do the thanking thing another day. cause i just read nat's post yesterday and she has already done the thanking. i need a lot of time which i currently don't have. haha.
alright! i shall get back to work! plus brainstorming syf gifts.
au revoir!
you are my bestest bestest bestest friend. (:lord, give me patience.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:47 AM